A little bit about me

 

I’m a simply girl with simply personality. I’m the only child in my family. I was born in the year of December, so I was always the young ones among my friends. I’m an emotional girl. When something I don’t like appear in front of me, I’ll go crazy. Seriously, I will. Haha. I used to be really bad tempered but recently, I managed to control my temper.

There’s a lot of things I want. There’s a lot of things I need. I wish to have everything I want and need.

I’m a kind of girl that talks a lot. The one who couldn’t stop talking when the conversation begins. I love talking. I love sharing my stories with anyone(not the irritating ones). I love making new friends. Friends who really wanted to be friends but not those who wants something in return(get what i mean?). I’m the one who always start a conversation. I had a crush on people easily(i always remind myself that I’m owned by someone). I’m easily touched. I cry easily. I cry when something’s bothering me, something’s hurting me-friends, parents, partner and etc. Its easy to make me smile or laugh. I can laugh whole day over a simple joke.

 When I’m emotional, I would hide and cry myself. Sometimes people just came to me and talked to me and shared with me. I have a lot of friends. There’re uncountable. But…is there a best friend that will always be with me when i’m down or when i’m happy?? I don’t think there is. It’s rare when i call someone MY BEST FRIEND. I feel like a loser…

Ian is already part of my life. Everyone were very jealous of both of us. Like someone said we might look good together from the exterior but interior, we might not be as good. We laughed together, we cried together, we smile together, we played together, we moved on together. We did a lot of things together. All I want is…a stable relationship. Everyone wants a stable relationship right? I don’t wanna quarrel so much, I don’t wanna fight so much. Its hurting. But…sometimes, I just couldn’t trust him 100%. I couldn’t be sweet to him. I love him…

My parents are my everything. They grew me up. They knew me so well. I used to be a bad daughter who always quarrel with the parents, shouting at each other, back stabbing each other, lied to them. That was past. I’m a good girl right now. I do not lie. I do not raise my voice. I do all the house chores. I helped mom and dad. I accompany them when they need me. I’m really a good girl already. But why… Sometimes they treated me like i’ve betray them? I did not lie. Mom said i lied to her. Life isn’t easy right? I love them…

I used to have a son named Momo. When he first came into my life, I was like a mother. Whatever I did is for his goods. I don’t like people critics him. I let him sleep with me. I accompanied me when i’m watching television, playing the computer, cooking and he waited for me outside the door of my bathroom when i’m bathing. I just taught him once to pee and poo in his cage, naturally he’ll go to his cage to pee and poo. Isn’t Momo a good boy?? I have him for 1 month only and…I have to let him go. I missed him everyday and night.  I missed him running around the house. I missed calling for him. I just missed him so much…I put his picture in my room, living room and as my wallpaper in both my phones so I could see him everyday. I love sharing with people about my little baby. He’s so great. Though sometimes I feel like spanking him but I still love him. He was 7 months old now. Big boy already. I love him from the bottom of my heart…

There’s a lot of things I wanted to say about myself but I don’t know how to continue…